I am just plain angry and upset this evening. After my ex-husband moved here from Oklahoma he decides to move back after only being here for about 6 months. Two of my kids, Savannah and Trinity are taking this extremely hard. They just laid in our laps crying after he came by to say goodbye. I don't how a parent can be absent from their children's life for 3 1/2 years, then show up for 6 months and disappear yet again...... I absolutely am sicken to my bones and I feel their pain. Trying to answer questions like...why doesn't he love me?? Or what did I do wrong???....It kills me and I have so much anger towards him that it makes me sick! After shedding many tears this evening they are downstairs trying to stay busy with their friends from Western Washington that are here for a week.
Just know Savannah I love you with all of my heart!!!
And NO you didn't do anything wrong and I'm sure he does love you he just doesn't know how to show it.
